Even when I’m sweeping, something you said comes to mind. You are never off my mind. I am SO glad you’re doing better. I hope you have a wonderful valentines day. Let’s hope for everyone’s sake, this will be the last one for me. I’ve no reason to be around. Take care.

I am redeemed, I can wash my robes white in the blood of Jesus, I have life, I have the hand of the Lord upon me, I can feel the Holy spirit pour over me, God is watching me, He knows my hearts desires even if the are right or wrong, He even knows my beliefs, wether I’ve got it right or if I got it wrong. He loves me. Oh and I can see a bright light shine...

The only place I’ve ever felt loved was by God, and I love God in every way, and I love people enough not to sin against them for their sake and my own. I’m not looking into the world to find what I already have in Christ. I’ve found all of my needs met in Him. 

I simplily exist for the sake of existing, simplily cause I was born to exist

Crazy never bothered me. Cruelty bothered me. I loved the woo woo crazy, not the stop making me cry crazy. Since you have been gone, I rarely shed a tear. I rarely find myself feeling down in the dumpies or unconfident or confused or sad or anxious or frightened or like I am the only person in the room that is invisable….etc. You did not do a very...